Didn't see Scourge 'til the end. Draca took him on.
[And she hadn't been talking to him about the fight since he got sick; he sends her a baleful glare. She just gives him a blank stare back, and after a moment he looks away to bury his face in his pillow.]
I'm tired of being useless. [Now he just sounds exhausted and near tears.] Couldn't stop myself from hurting people. Couldn't save Ritsu. Can't save Tobias. Can't help Haku.
[He turned slightly to look at Nick, face drawn with distress, eyes hollow and wet. His tone when he spoke was utterly defeated.]
What am I supposed to do when nothing I do works? It's just--bad thing after bad thing, and I can't--I can't keep up.
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Date: 2010-08-15 03:43 am (UTC)Didn't see Scourge 'til the end. Draca took him on.
[And she hadn't been talking to him about the fight since he got sick; he sends her a baleful glare. She just gives him a blank stare back, and after a moment he looks away to bury his face in his pillow.]
I'm tired of being useless. [Now he just sounds exhausted and near tears.] Couldn't stop myself from hurting people. Couldn't save Ritsu. Can't save Tobias. Can't help Haku.
[He turned slightly to look at Nick, face drawn with distress, eyes hollow and wet. His tone when he spoke was utterly defeated.]
What am I supposed to do when nothing I do works? It's just--bad thing after bad thing, and I can't--I can't keep up.